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A New Level Of Human…Evolution? Bah.

Jan. 27th, 2012 | 05:24 pm
mood: aggravatedaggravated

I wanted to post something today, but couldn't decide what. I finally decided I would leave it and try again tomorrow, but then something really sad happened. I thought I'd indulge in the spirit of the internet and share.

So, some random guy texted me today. "Hey bro it's lucas"

I go, "wrong number"

He replies, "really?"

I'm like LOL if you don't trust your friends why the hell do you have them? So I reply, "first off, I'm not a dude, secondly, I don't know anyone by your name lol sorry"

He goes, "O cool sorry do you know baileys number" 

I'm like DUDE WTF I DONT KNOW YOU HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW SOME CHICKS NUMBER...and BAILEY WHO?!

So I say, "no idea who that is"

He says, "Oh sorry ill delet this contact"

I'm like, NO SHIT. So I say, "k thanks"

I didn't get a reply. But, really dude get the point I DONT FRACKIN KNOW YOU STOP SPAMMING ME. I have to admit this is probably the best example of how stupid people are. If I'm not who you think I am then why should I know the people you know? And if you don't know who I am, why would you even bother asking (especially without a last name)? Like, come on people turn on the room upstairs and see what happens! It'll be a whole new world!

Okay, but seriously, have people really gotten that stupid? I mean, I'm telling you it's not the right number, I AM NOT the person you're looking for. Why would you ask "really?" No, I'm just trying to be funny. I thought I'd play with you a bit. Okay, fine, so you're testing the waters. But when I reconfirm that what I said was true, let it go! Stop wracking up my cellphone bill. You may have unlimited texts but some people work for a living and cannot afford that. So, stop wasting my time, money, and energy and get on with your life. Someone obviously either changed their number a long time ago and didn't tell you (maybe that's your hint that you need better friends), or they gave you the wrong number ON PURPOSE. Either way, you obviously need to surround yourself with better people.

The state of the human mind is so unfortunate. Punctuation, grammar, spelling, and real communication has become obsolete. For someone such as myself, I find it difficult to bring my thoughts down to 140 characters, but it certainly doesn't help that I use full-length, proper words and sentences. If I could feel comfortable using "hey bro cu @ b's 2nite 4 prty" it would likely be easier to fit my words into short sentences. But you know what, it took a lot of focus and thought just to write that example, much longer then it takes to write a full sentence. Is it worth it? I don't think so. 

Here's to hoping that the stupidity will stop, and quick. My phone bill doesn't like it, and neither does my brain. We are better than this, people!

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On Unity, and the Internet

Jan. 22nd, 2012 | 12:46 pm
mood: awakeawake

u·ni·ty
noun, plural -ties.

1. the state of being one; oneness.
2. a whole or totality as combining all its parts into one.
3. the state or fact of being united or combined into one, as of the parts of a whole; unification.
4. absence of diversity; unvaried or uniform character.
5. oneness of mind, feeling, etc., as among a number ofpersons; concord, harmony, or agreement.
-Dictionary.com
In society today, we have unity in many ways. We have politics, corporations, cliques, rebels, and all kinds of groups that share unity. But, a kind of unity that we haven't experienced as a society before is found in the internet. It's a new generation of unity, a new way of feeling with someone or a group of people. As we've experienced in the past year, the internet gives way to easy unity between activists, rebels, hackers - people that are fighting for a bigger cause. The internet makes it easy for individuals to feel included, wanted, loved even.
I think I was about eight years old when my family got our first computer. In honesty, I don't remember not having one. It was mid 90's, and we were one of the first out of my friends to get one. It was very easy for me to grasp how it worked. I ended up doing all the repairs, getting rid of viruses, teaching my parents what to do when, etc. From then on I had accounts on the social networks, blogs, MSN Groups, etc. I saw Youtube emerge, Facebook, Twitter, Nexopia, Neopets, etc. I was always connected to other people through the internet. I made friends that way (some of them I still keep in contact with on a regular basis). I always felt more comfortable talking to people through the computer than face to face as it gave me time to process what they were saying and word my response properly. If I got talking to someone I didn't like or couldn't handle it was easy to just log off, or block them. When you're face to face with people, it's more complicated and awkward. I was part of the generation that didn't learn proper social skills. Obviously, I still work, go to school, join book clubs, attend events, go for coffee - all the things that involve face-to-face social interactions. I'm not stunted socially, but many people my age, and younger, are. 
Not to get into statistics, or deviate from the topic, but I find it interesting how people are complaining that the APA is changing their definition for autism. Maybe it's because many of these children aren't autistic, they just haven't had ample social opportunity. I remember playing on the streets with all the other kids in the neighbourhood for hours on end every day. Now, you don't see kids outside. Chances are likely that they are at home, playing video games, on Facebook, etc. They aren't interacting with other children face-to-face. 
But, I digress. Point being, people of the younger generation have different ways to find unity. We find it in virtual places (some of my best friends are online, I've never met them face-to-face). Most of us are more comfortable online. What this means for the future, I'm not sure. But it changes the direction of everything from politics and economics, to publishing, visiting grandparents, rebelling. It's a different dynamic completely. Personally, I wouldn't even know where to go to join a political group other than online. I do online banking, publish my writing online, hold events online, talk to my family online (rarely ever on the phone, and even less in person). If I want to know the news, I don't buy a newspaper, I go online. If I'm feeling lonely, on goes Second Life. I work for a company online. I volunteer for things online (that includes signing up and doing the work). I keep in touch with friends online. I attended University online. Not a day goes by that I'm not online for some reason or other (unless I'm vacationing, but I'm sure if I had an iPhone or something it wouldn't make a difference). I don't like always being online, I think it probably does bad things to me physically and mentally. I love the outdoors: hiking, biking, walking, fishing, swimming, skating, travelling, etc. The mountains are about three hours away, and I visit them often. I read books on a daily basis (but even these are available online). 
So, unity is changing. It's not about physical togetherness anymore. It takes on a more virtual meaning now. It's less about "standing up for the cause" than about rallying and protesting virtually. Look at the protests against SOPA and PIPA, and now ACTA. All opinions are voiced online. Websites went black to protest. I am shocked every day to hear that Occupy is still going. It's the old fashioned kind of unity (even though it was brought about online). The Middle East protestors are still rallying, dying, suffering, fighting, which is the old sense of unity (even though it, too, was brought about online). Things like this are fading. People don't stand outside of political buildings and protest as much as they once did. Why? Because they blog about it instead.
On one hand unity seems to be something that people invent as a convention by which they do politics and overcome antagonism, but on the other hand the imposing of unity on people seems to produce a new antagonism between those that are united (citizens) and those who don’t fit in the unity (criminals/discontents). So on one hand the idea of unity seems like a communist idea, radically inclusive and caring for everyone according to their needs, but on the other hand the idea of unity seems like an authoritarian idea, radically totalizing and granting exception to the ruling class.
-4inquiries ([info]4inquiries) wrote in [info]philosophy2012-01-21 21:47:00
Nietzsche says,
“There are ages in which the rational man and the intuitive man stand side by side, the one in fear of intuition, the other with scorn for abstraction. The latter is just as irrational as the former is inartistic.”
In this time of human history the older generation are compelled to fight radical change. Even though our technological advances are moving so rapidly. The younger generation has left the older generation behind and taken things into their own hands - utilizing, all the while, the internet. The young people of today fight through a different kind of unity that takes the older generations by surprise. The governments are frightened by the power of this, which is why SOPA, PIPA, and ACTA are around. It's the same reason China monitors all online activity. The same reason powers in the Middle East shut down the internet as soon as the protests started happening. The older generation can't keep up with the speed of the young, and therefore wish nothing more than to slow them down. I strongly disagree with piracy. I think artists, musicians, journalists, actors, companies, and everyone else should get paid for what they do. But that does not change the fact that the internet is a very useful tool in the sense of unity, and that should not be compromised. It is a growing, changing entity every moment, but this should be embraced, not locked down. 
As Caitlin R. Kiernan put it, "...[Y]ou do not burn down a house to kill a termite. You don't risk wrecking the entire internet to stop internet crime. You move slowly and with great care. You address the actual problems. You don't allow the megacorps to crush "fair use" and the like and pervert copyright law (the US was doing this well before the internet). You create the least inclusive legislation possible, not the most."
Unity is found in different places now than before. But that doesn't make it wrong. Evolution happens, embrace it.

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Spinning, and we all fall down

Jan. 16th, 2012 | 09:12 pm

I don't think either of us realized how long moving in would take, or how hard it would be on us. But we are most of the way to having all the boxes that aren't ours out of the room (with minimal confrontations). Tomorrow we plan to putty, buy paint and tools (and maybe carpet) and then maybe it'll feel like we've accomplished something. That's all I have for today, because I'm exhausted. More later.

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How Much The World Has Changed Since Grade-School

Jan. 10th, 2012 | 06:43 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative

The world is a funny place. It's interesting how fast change comes about. I remember in grade-school my teacher told me that by the time I was in high school all students would have their own computers (laptops) and would use them for the entirety of their education. There would be no more writing. He was half right. 

People also said, often, that China would take-over and become the world superpower, America having fallen. Now we can see that change happening. I was taught practically nothing about world economics, Asian influences, what Asia has to offer politically, economically, socially. Other than: "communism is bad". Looking back on the education I got, it really did me no good now that I'm out in the world. I'm sure many other people are feeling the same way. We are taught about what is, not what could or will be. Now that I have some life experience, I'd have to say communism is all that bad. Sure, dictators suck, but as a political structure communism often does better for it's people than capitalism. Who wouldn't want free healthcare, education, daycare, etc.?

I also remember how ridiculous the idea of having a female president was. No one ever considered it. I remember, while watching TV with my parents one day, turning and saying "has a woman ever been president?" and they furrowed their brows and looked at me funny, wondering what the heck I was talking about. Now, Mauritius has a "...[n]ew gender law [that] specifies that at least one-third of candidates in local elections must be women." (Not counting the accident that tried to run with Obama, women are capable)

We see all these changes happening, at an increasing rate due to technology and interconnectedness. Yet, we still teach our children little about what they should expect, about different types of political and economic systems and their potential benefits, NOT their downsides and how they've destroyed entire countries. We are all* brought up to believe that capitalism and a mixed-economy is the way to go. I truly hope that this isn't the case in the future, that we can escape biases in teaching and just present the facts.

It seems as though all I was taught is no longer in effect, and if it is it's quickly declining. By the way, I graduated high-school in 2010.

*"All" being Americans and Canadians.

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"And She Sings the Songs of Recall."

Jan. 9th, 2012 | 08:16 pm
mood: anxiousanxious

I wrote maybe one hundred words on "Technorevolution" today, but stopped, as I hate the way fiction comes out of me. It sounds so childish and tried. 

And that's my mind today. 

I'm thinking I'm going to write non-fiction. It will be slow, and since I don't actually know anything I won't write much of anything for a while. I'm looking into applying for university for the fall, but have to sort out some finances first. I'd likely take something like anthropology, psychology, classics, philosophy, etc. I'm not entirely sure what yet, but there you have it. I can apply for three different programs for the fall. I'll have to go into the university and talk to them about it. But at least I'd be doing something with my life. Whether or not it will get me somewhere is a completely different story. But I figure now's as good a time as any, right? Might as well get it out of the way. Then at least I'll know something, in the vaguest sense of the word. Maybe then I'll have something to write about. Blog entries only count as writing if they make money, which they don't.

It may sound as if today was a horrible failure. It wasn't though. Lots of progress was made with E&S. We haven't had anyone, not a single person, show interest in joining the literary review team. So, Karl and I decided that we would do the editing on our own, and make it a "free editing service" that would also get writer's known by having their writing in a literary magazine. This magazine will be published monthly, and will contain a whole bunch of different things ranging from non-fiction to fiction. Hopefully the first issue will come out either by the end of the month or the end of February. We'll see, though. I'd like to have a few different articles included in each, which at the moment we have one regular contributor hired and potentially another, although I have yet to hear back. So, lots of progress there, thankfully.

Working at E&S is exciting. I enjoy it, and it makes the day go by fast. I've met a lot of great people already, and it's only been about a month and a half. 

I feel like I'm back-pedalling. My mind is reeling but it's going in all the wrong directions, or something. I feel like the last year and a half was a glimpse into the future, that it didn't really happen. I think I need a job...

We got a library card, so I took out five items. Self Comes to Mind: Constructing the Conscious Brain by Antonio Damasio; The Empathic Civilization by Jeremy Rifkin; The Fate of Africa by Martin Meredith; The Rise and Fall of Ancient Egypt by Toby Wilkinson; and Sad, Mad and Bad by Lisa Appignanesi. All things I've been meaning to read for years, but never got too. Unfortunately they're all quite large, as well, so it will likely take me longer than the permitted time to read them. That stack is next to the "I own these and need to read them" stack that consists of five more books. Maybe I shouldn't get a job, if only to catch up on the reading. Something tells me the partner wouldn't like that much.

I don't know where to work. The buses here suck, so it kind of has to be somewhere close by. Maybe I can do one of those "work from home and earn 7k a month!" online jobs. Maybe if it wasn't so scandalous. Maybe, if it was a different day and age, and maybe if I could guarantee security and safety. But then again, what do I have to lose?

I'll shut up now, and get back to reading. Ope, never mind, will see if Acrobat works so I can put together a template for the magazine. Wish me luck.

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Consciousness and Memory Transfer

Jan. 9th, 2012 | 03:12 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative

Cases have been known where children remember exact details from events they shouldn’t know anything about.
For instance, there was the boy who remembers WWII details as if he was a pilot: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-1209795/Reincarnated-Our-son-World-War-II-pilot-come-life.html
More examples of children remembering “past lives” here: http://nell-rose.hubpages.com/hub/Past-Lives-The-True-Story-of-The-Children-Who-Have-Lived-Before
It appears as though these children are aware of events, details, etc. that they shouldn’t know anything about. Believing that someone can be reincarnated is difficult for scientists to believe or prove.
To think that someones spirit, or consciousness, is just floating around in our world is unprovable at this point in our technology, and highly speculative.
Some people who have organ transplants claim to get the memories, emotions, etc. of the person who had the organ before them. They call it “memory transference”. http://www.namahjournal.com/doc/Actual/Memory-transference-in-organ-transplant-recipients-vol-19-iss-1.html
“…[I]t is pertinent to note that apart from miscellaneous information such as gender, age and cause of death, profiles of organ donors are traditionally concealed from their recipients for psychological reasons.”
“Neuropeptide theory
Pharmacologist Candace Pert proposed that neuropeptides which are stored in every cell act as a sort of biochemical correlate of emotion. It was previously thought that emotions resided in the limbic system in the brain.
According to Pert, neuropeptides are protein-like messenger molecules released by the brain neurons which flow through the body communicating among the
nervous, immune, endocrine, muscle, and skeletal systems via blood, interstitial fluids and the central nervous system, which are all body fluids.
At present, about 100 different peptides are known to be released by various populations of neurons in the mammalian brain.
Neuropeptides have also been found in the heart, which could explain some forms of cellular memories reported by heart transplant recipients (10).”
Here I bring you to a slightly different topic, quantum consciousness. Roger Penrose and Stuart Hameroff collaborated on a theory they call the “OR model of consciousness”. (objective reduction) http://www.quantumconsciousness.org/penrose-hameroff/consciousevents.html
“Within the OR scheme, we consider that consciousness occurs if an appropriately organized system is able to develop and maintain quantum coherent superposition until a specific “objective” criterion (a threshold related to quantum gravity) is reached; the coherent system then self-reduces.”
Cellular Automata
You know what a checkerboard looks like? A bunch of black and white squares? Well, Conway is a mathematician that basically figured out a formula stating that if a white cell has eight cells around it, then if it is given a rule saying that 3 of those cells are white then it needs to turn black.
If every cell was given that rule, it would seem as though patterns were moving across the board as they changed. They’d never settle and become still. Basically this is applied to cells, mostly seen in computer memory.
However it is found in biological cells as well; like in snails shells the patterns are due to this cellular automata. So, these “rules” have also been found in neural tissue. Penrose and Hameroff believe that this is the cause of consciousness, or self-awareness.
In that case, if these cells are moving and changing all the time, at speeds completely undefinable, then they would take time to slow down and finally stop, causing consciousness to end.
Meaning, after death, humans are still conscious. Especially since it takes a little while for the actual cells to die, and the DNA never does. It could be minutes, or hours for all we know, before consciousness stops.
Oxygen flow is what causes brain activity and from there every other kind of process in our bodies. But even after oxygen stops flowing, it takes a little while (not sure exactly how long, varies from person to person as well) for everything to suffocate.
So, these cells could continue going for a very long time before they finally die, if they do.
However, Hameroff, being an anesthesiologist, has “shown that when people are put under for surgery their tubulin dimers fall into a neutral state — instead of being black or white, they all sort of become gray.
When they do that, consciousness goes off; when they start behaving as cellular automata again, consciousness comes back on.”
Memory Transference
For the past decade, in experiments with mice, rats and even lowly flatworms, a number of researchers have claimed success in transferring learning or memory between organisms, usually by feeding or injecting one animal with the brain extract from another.
Those claims have never been completely accepted, however, because other scientists were not always able to duplicate the experiments, and no one could identify the exact nature of the so-called “memory molecules” necessary for such a transfer.
Read more: http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,876854,00.html#ixzz1j04RFwr3
They are admitting that there would need to be some sort of physical form that the memories would need to exist in. They have not yet identified these, but that doesn’t mean they don’t exist.
What if memory could be transferred between organisms? When people die, if their bodies are left to disintegrate, they break down and get absorbed into the soil.
The plants grow from the soil, and are eaten by the animals (which could be human), and the humans eat the animals.
From this one can assume that the cells of the deceased could be absorbed into the bodies of the living.
If memory is stored in active cells or neuropeptides within the cells, they could be stored long enough, based on the cellular automata theory, to be passed on to the other human being.
This could explain why humans have the ability to learn from such a young age. It could explain why we seem to have a general set of knowledge from the time we are babies. How we know how to grow, talk, acknowledge objects, etc.
It could even describe why these children from all over the world have vivid memories of things they should know nothing about.
What do you think?

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Liberals and Anarchy

Jan. 7th, 2012 | 05:58 pm
mood: amusedamused

First off, I have to say that I don't disagree with anarchy. In fact, I support anarchy in the strictly political sense and idealism. My problem with it is that I don't trust people. Especially individuals with power. If every individual had "power", the world would be much more interesting. But it's not about the individual having power, the way I see it. I see it as an individual not having power. That the world gets to make decisions on whats best in their communities. I've always said that communism would work if there wasn't a single person running it. Which, in essence, is anarchism. Don't believe me? Watch this video. Don't worry, I'll wait.

Welcome back. So the issue today is this article by James Morton. I agree with everything he says. But even the title: "The Liberals and the primary option: Open nominations, open society", made me think anarchism. As I already said, I support anarchism. Most people, especially in this day and age, do not. They see it as a "rebellious" act that is reflected by teenagers, goths, etc. The idea of anarchism is so far flung from what it really means that people see is as anarchy, or "political and social disorder due to the absence of governmental control" (Dictionary). Anarchism isn't disorder, it is merely a different kind of order, an order of the people. We've always known that liberalism, communism, socialism, anarchism, etc. are all on the left of the political scale. Generally, as mentioned in Morton's article, the left is frowned upon. They've been made into 'sinners'; 'crazies'; people that are unable to get anything done, that will ruin the society. But, that's not really true. Look at Michael Ignatieff. He was liberal. In fact, he was a very great man who was respected and loved by "all" who knew him personally. It's been said that "you didn't have to agree with his political views to like him as a man." (Year-end Panel on Politics, The Current, CBC Radio, Dec 29, 2011) So my problem is the obvious backlash I see from the title alone, let alone the contents of this article, calling this man an anarchist and this idea of the primary system anarchism. Which, in a sense it is, in the way that it gives the people more say. But, they're giving say to who runs the party. Which is a completely democratic, un-anarchist system. Do not mix up the two, people. Don't blur those lines and try to read into it. A primary system to elect the party leader is a fantastic idea, and is in fact being considered by the public as a powerful way to vote on all forms of politics, including bills. Personally, I think that if the system can monitor this type of voting process efficiently it is a great idea. If they cannot, it's not worth it. But this is merely a step towards the left, not a jump or a leap and it would provide more access of the public to having a political say, which everyone complains they don't have enough of.

Let evolution happen, people. It's time to let technology serve us in something more important. Embrace it.

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"Time to evolve, humans. Get on with it."

Jan. 6th, 2012 | 11:33 am
mood: draineddrained

Ok humans, let us give up this sleep thing, let's evolve. The dreams last night were the worst I've had in many months. I would wake up balling, scared, jumpy, unable to fall back asleep or convince myself that the dream wasn't true. The problem with the dreams is that they aren't just grotesque images - murder, myself dying, etc. It's always fucked up. For instance, last night one of the dreams I had, Keenan and I got in a car accident, although I didn't remember it (which is probably best, anyway). We were being chased by whomever it was that caused the accident, but Keenan had lost his bottom half entirely. He had no legs left. And since I don't drive, he was driving anyway (how I don't know, that's the weird thing about dreams - they don't always make sense). We were running from these people. Keenan knew why, but wouldn't tell me. At some point in the dream we stopped to go to the bathroom, and he dragged himself across the ground to a large metal basin that he put himself in, face down, to go to the bathroom in. I thought he'd drowned, because how do you know if someone with no legs can get themselves upright in a tub of water, so I pulled him out, but he refused to let me carry him to the car. 

I woke up sobbing like I haven't sobbed before. It took me the better part of half an hour to realize that he was beside me with both legs intact and working. I couldn't stop crying and shaking, and was obviously very upset. I still can't quite get that emotional feeling out of my head. When I went back to sleep, I had four more episodes much like this, except each one caused a completely different emotional response, although no less extreme. I've decided it's time I really try to do something about this. I'm going to try non-medical ways first, give it a few months to make sure everything is in my system, and see how that goes. I'm also going to try counselling, because this just isn't worth it. I've been living with these dreams for the better part of four years. I realize I have a lot of stress right now, but no more than the average human would on a day-to-day basis. And I haven't been stressed for the past four years, so it's not worth sucking it up. I might as well try to get rid of it. 

First, I'll try Chamomile before bed, and St. John's Wort. Perhaps some meditative music to calm myself before bed (although I'm not usually thinking by the time I'm ready for bed as I'm usually too tired). I am a lucid dreamer. Most of the time I'm fully aware that I'm dreaming. The only dream last night that I wasn't aware of was the one I described above. All the rest I don't remember the details from any more because I was lucidly dreaming and was able to purge them before too long. However, many nights the dreams will turn into lucid nightmares, which I'm not sure which is worse, knowing they're dreams but are still deeply disturbed or not know they're dreams and having to convince yourself everything's ok. 

By the way, I couldn't have a better partner when it comes to things like this. He recognizes almost every time when I wake up emotionally stressed and he always holds me, rubs my head, talks to me calmly. Honestly, he's really wonderful. I just wish he was a deeper sleeper so I wouldn't wake him up so often. I haven't been violent towards him in my sleep for a while, so I hope something I'm doing is working and it's not just a fluke that will come right back.

Anyway, I need to do some things today that I really don't want to do. I need to go to the bank, and deposit some of my travel savings to put on my credit card. I need to move more boxes. And lastly, I need to call up the counselling service that I might get for free, and see if I qualify. Should be an interesting day. Hopefully some writing will get done between all this.

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The EPR Paradox

Jan. 5th, 2012 | 03:43 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative

In her book, Punk Science: Inside the Mind of God, Dr Manjir Samantha-Laughton explains particle entanglement as a connection of two particles that will cause them to have "equal and opposite spin" (pg. 73). But she goes on to state that you can't know which state the particle is in until you measure it. Einstein recognized that determining the spin of the "first particle determines the spin of the second" (pg. 73). He recognized that this meant that the particles are communicating instantaneously, no matter the distance, likely faster than the speed of light. If this is true, then it completely violates his theory of relativity. Later on John Bell and Alain Aspect and team proved that "entangled particles do display these spooky non-local connections" (pg. 74).

Two things bother me about this, first of all, it seems as though someone or something is mocking us. That they are making things appear to be relatively "easy" to figure out, and that we are able to find the answers, only to prove them wrong by saying "Haha, it's actually WAY more complex than that."

Secondly, if this is true, it could prove Singularity, among other things. I don't like the idea that I could 'upload' my thoughts to the "consciousness" and someone else could read it, or "like" it. Let alone have the ability to do that to everyone else. The human mind is meant to be a private thing. We aren't mean to be able to express what we are actually feeling, or have people really understand the truth of what we are saying (or lack of). Non-local connections are exactly as Einstein said: "spooky". Only, we are just coming to realize the they are much spookier than we could expect.

Imagine trying to go out on a first date. All your anxiety and nerves would be passed on to the person you're meeting with (or at least have the ability to be). So not only would you have your own anxiety to worry about you have the other persons as well, which would make things twice as awkward. Plus, how could you possibly prevent "hacking", or mind control, or "false advertising" ("Come join us, we know how to make you a stronger, better, person."). I don't want the contents of my mind pouring out to the rest of the world any more than they already do in the collective unconscious. I mean, it's weird enough to have the same topic come up with completely separate individuals in a day let alone have them "tap in" to your every thought and feeling. Imagine the overload we'd have.

Of course, all that is dependant on the fact that our brains couldn't handle it. But, we can't possibly know that. If the most basic of particles is able to communicate non-locally, the human brain should definitely have the capability. Perhaps it's only a matter of getting the brain able to use more than 10% at any given time. Maybe then it could handle a whole ton of things that we can't even imagine.

We know so little. About our world, ourselves, and everything we're made of. Let alone everything else. It's scary, spooky even.

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"Language surrounds us, yet we despise it."

Jan. 4th, 2012 | 03:57 pm
mood: artisticartistic

Here is the fourth full day I've spent in this house. That doesn't seem quite right, but there you go. Up until today I'd done absolutely no writing (although I did think about it). We managed to make room in the basement for all the boxes that need to be put down there. I'm getting used to sharing a kitchen. But, today, I'm in no mood to be around people. So, I locked myself in my room and have been writing all day. Which in a way I suppose is being with people - I have to give some credit to all the voices in my head.

I finished my AHS fan fiction, which you can find on fanfiction.net. I also started writing a story that I'm actually pulling from a dream I had over Christmas. It's highly emotional and personal so is making my brain do funny things. For instance, I just about wrote, "...making my brain to funny things." I'm dyslexic even in my typic. But, there you go. So I've got that started, and have tentatively named it, "Technorevolution", although I can't guarantee that will stick. I also have two other short stories I'm going to finish this week, hopefully before the lectures I'm hosting on Sunday and Monday. I also need to prepare some intro notes (essentially a short essay) for next weeks discussion which will be on consciousness. Hopefully lots of writing will get done this week, then I can worry about finding publishers for said writing. I'm kind of giving myself until the end of the month to get SOMETHING accepted for publishing, however small. If not, then I'm getting a job.

Good news, though. Keenan is getting a raise! We aren't sure how much, but that's great news regardless. Hopefully that means we'll be able to get into our room by the end of the month. 

I think I've figured out how to get myself motivated. I wake up, have breakfast and tea, and then sit down and read all the news and blogs I need to catch up on. Then I write a bit, pause and do something else (read or draw or SL or something), then I write again for a few hours. So far it's working.

I started reading Punk Science by Dr. Manjir Samantha-Laughton. It's very good, and I suggest you pick up a copy. Also on my currently reading pile is: For They know Not What They Do by Zizek, Philosophy and the Mirror of Nature by Rorty, and Science at the Edge, edited by John Brockman. Not really any fiction reading is getting done, although I am working my way through The Weird Fiction Review N.1

Lots to do, lots to do.

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